Why do you hate me

I wish you would say

Why do I love you

I wish I could say

I am clearly fucked up

No one knows what to do

I wanna rip my eyes out

So I can't look at you

The hatred I see in your eyes

Makes me want to kill you

But I can't devour you

Cuz you'll be inside me

I could never kill you

I love you too damn much

You don't realize how much you hurt me

But I believe you really don't care

How could so much love

Turn into so much hate

I wanna tear my ears off

To avoid hearing your voice

Or would I rather rip out your vocal cords

No, I could never do that

I would gladly hurt myself

Before ever hurting you